Don't, Can't, Won't

I don't want to be sad
I want to be brave
I don't want to be anxious
I don't want to cave

I can't live in limbo
I can't be between
I can be exact
I can't help but be seen

I will be seen
I won't be thrown aside
I won't be pathetic
I won't hide

Though...

I'm full of fear
Not the good kind though
It makes me nervous
When insecurities show

Some people make me crazy
Not in a good way though
It makes my head spin
When words seem hollow

Why won't you talk to me?
With honesty though
I feel like I'm not seen
Like someone in an old photo

I want to be brave
Not in a foolish way though
But I just need an answer
I may not be here tomorrow

I'm not waiting
Not forever, though,
To love you is your privilege
Don't wait for the afterglow

If you love me now say it
Not because I want to hear it though
If you don't love me say it
Declare it and then I'll know